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False friends are like leaves, found everywhere. |
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Monday, May 25, 2009, 12:38 AM
As I was looking fr another picture to put as my display picture, I noticed you and everything just ran through my mind. I thought I have already forgotten you, because I thought. Apparently, I didn't. Everything was still ringing in my head, there was nothing I can do. The more I told myself not to think about it, the more I would think about it. And I totally regretted confessiong cause we aren't friends anymore. I talked to you, but you didn't reply. Is it that you're busy, or you doesn't want to talk to me? I'm, really sorry for bothering you fr the past few weeks. Wasting your money on me, accompanying me for movies, breakfasts. Sorry. It was just a stupid one-sided love. Which wasn't clear. Because you lied. At first. Which totally made me fall deeper. Knowing that it would be harder to come out, I allowed myself to fall. How dumb am I? Tell me. I am suffering now. I am tired. Life was peaceful for me till I started talking to you so often. Why? Am I dumb or what? Why did I start talking to you!? I am not regretting, but I am afraid. I am afraid that I would not be able to come out anymore. Yes, now. Very afraid. I am still falling. Noone is helping me up. I just need to help myself. But I am not strong enough. Help, help me. |
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