Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare.
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.
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Sunday, June 28, 2009, 9:05 PM
For a moment,I forgot......
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 7:31 PM
Am still rotting @ home. Hvn been out today. Will not be out too. :) Aint I a good girlllz?I always feel like...
1-Whacking my sister/mum/dog.
>Jac is freaking selfish.
>Mum snores freaking loudly all night. :@
>Gigi barks freaking loudy, which annoyes me alot.
2- Studying! But I just can't, idk why. No motivation.
3- Exercising. Gta lose da fattts.
4- Watching a movie alone. I'm not weird. I think it might be fun!
Now, I feel like...
1- Going for band practices. : I miss band.
2- Shopping, but I have no money.
3- DINNER! I'm hungry :(
4- Whacking my principal, for cancelling our campz due to H1N1.
5- Secretly cursing whoever who said that "SCHOOL WILL BE RESUMED AS USUAL".
6- Watch a movie, now.
AHHHHHH, so many things I wna complete. I need some motivation! I miss band!
Things I need to do now : Wash and hang the damn clothes. :@
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3:09 PM
Btw, I have a ulcer on my..... inner middle lips and the bottom. The lower part of the smiley. and it hurts. :(429
1:15 PM
Slept @ 1 last night, couldn't sleep because of mumsy's snoring. Totally pissed me off and I shouted, "OHHH MY GODDDDDDDD!!!!!". Damn pissed. Berlyn texted me @ 4, which woke me up :/ I fell back to sleep again, so it's ok.Woke up @ 8 because Binny replied me. Couldn't really go back to sleep.
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 11:10 PM
Camp's cancelled due to H1N1. Great...... -_-Shan't explain bout ytd. Skip to today. Charis called and I was sleep talking LOL. I kept "ya"-ing her. Because I couldn't hear what she was saying. She told me to meet @ TP and I said, "HUH WHAT TT!?!?!" I couldn't hear what she was saying haha. Prepared and went over to TP.
Waited for Xueyi, Faris and Chunsiong then took 15 to Parkway. Walked around while waiting for Charis and Cym. Walked to ECP and rented rollerblades. I didn't want to roll/blade. :( Later if fall embarrassing. LOL. Btw, Chunsiong fell 5times. Or 4. SO FUNNY! Heng I didn't fall. :) Didn't reach the end because we, Xueyi and I, were beginners. And we're slow. But we slowly caught the hang of it! PRO ANOT YOU ALL SAY! Yeah, then we went to return the blades and a spider came onto me. WL. Spiders are disgusting. Went to Mac for lunch and chilled for long. Went to the beach to enjoy the wind and sand. Lol. Yeah, and water. Haha. Bus-ed home. Feeling tired now..... Maybe I'm going to sleep soon.
I feel that you don't love nor like me. Or am I just thinking too much?
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Sunday, June 21, 2009, 4:22 PM
Did not online for the past 2days, being online is so boring. Other than playing my Bejewelled Blitz. I cannot remember what I did on Friday, but I remembered about yesterday.20June
Woke up @ 10 yesterday because I had to meet Faris and Co @ 11. And I was late, because I was lazy to get out of bed, plus I took my time to bathe and all. Saw Aishah, Felice and Yumin. Faris was late too. Walked to the market area then we had lunch @ KFC because Faris wanted aircon. I couldn't finish my meal so I ate very slowly. Sorry guys, kinda kept you guys waiting. Hm, then we went to the Prime to get choclates. Faris and Xueyi got this lucky draw thingy and they had to staple the receipt with the lucky draw. When we went to the Value shop, I suddenly remembered about the receipt and asked them about it. HAHAHA. Too bad, alr stapled onto the luck draw.
Then Faris and Xueyi went to Faris's house to put down the chocolate. Aishah, Felice, Yumin and I waited fr Halisah (She just onlined hahaha coincidence).Waited for Halisah then Faris and Xueyi came down alr. Waited together opposite school then while waiting, Xueyi had to leave because she was going facial with her mum. Went to TM with the rest but Aishah was "feeling unwell". So she went home. Saw Binny in TM. Went to walk around and texted Binny. Went to Popular > Ntuc > MJ. We were freaking bored. Homed @ 4? I think so.
Went to meet Xueyi and Jasmine @ 6.15 for dinner. I was wearing Fbt and Obs shirt. After dinner, WE WENT TO TAMPINES 1. Xueyi and I looked super sloppy. We looked like we are foreigners then we came down from our hotel rooms to shop. LOL. Xueyi said that. After walking around, Jasmine bought a cake (act nice to her dad) so we left. Went to the inline hockey there and chilled for a long while. We talked alot of crapz lol. Jasmine left @ 9.45 and idk why Xueyi and I kept calling her betrayer. LOL. Homed @ 10!
21June
Woked up @ 9-10 because the aircon was freezing cold. Binny made me worried yesterday. Went to meet Fatris @ 12.30 and I was late. Even though we met @ school side gate bus stop. I reached @ 12.45. HAHAHA OPPS. Was supposed to buy bra today but Binny wasn't free. Aw :( The bras are pretty and sexy hehe. I wna get so many of them, but expensive :( Ok gna stop here. Campz tml, freaking excited! Hope it'll turn out fun. I'll miss Binny!
FREAKINNNNNG EXCITEDDDD!
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Thursday, June 18, 2009, 10:29 PM
17JuneSneaked out of the house @ 11 because Binny and I have a date. LOL. Cabbed down to E!Hub. When I reached there, he was nowhere to be found. LOL so I went to the toilet. When I came out, he was there. I was just infront of him, he couldn't see me I think. So big also cannot see ah hahah. It was definitely awkward because idk why. We queued fr tickets and the queue was long. We looked around and avoided eye contact. When we looked @ each other in ze eyes, we laughed. LOL I CONTROLLED MY LAUGHTER DAMN LONG ALR. The counter-woman asked what we wanted to watch and I couldn't stop laughing. SO FUNNY AND AWKWARD. LOL.
Went into the theatre. Btw, the woman gave us a couple seat -.- Kept laughing before the movie starts. During commercial, we were still laughing. LOL you dk how awkward we were. He didnt know it was a horror movie. Until I said.... "My friend say this show very scary leh!". Then he replied, "HUH THIS IS HORROR MOVIE AH!?!?!?!?". LOL. I screamed @ one movie's advertisement. See I am girly one lor :@ Actually I wasn't really that scared. Then he was like quite scared. Which made me scared too. WL. He kept jerking the chair when he got shocked which made me shocked too because the chairs are connected. We didnt want to eat/drink though he bought them because we were too afraid. Ltr we vomit how. Once he drank then he got shocked -_- (1111!) The theatre was full of people. :( Making alot of noises. Cannot stand them. Walked to his house area and took cab home. Tired........... Ok slept @ 3plus and woke up @ 4 to reply Berlyn's message then I went back to sleep.
18June
Woke up @ 9plus and hurriedly went to prepare and went to school. I was late fr an hour ahahahah! Thanks Axel for your WeiTaNai. LOL. We kinda crapped alot because we didn't feel like doing anything. Ok it's because I was talking alot. Aw I kinda miss primary school days. Primary 1 = finger on your lips and hold hands. Good ol' dayyyyz~ Laughed until I kept banging my hand on the table and I have a bruise now yay. Went home @ 1115 because I hate to go home and take the form to pass to Halisah. And when I waited outside school, she wasn't there. WL! You know the weather how hot anot! Went home and called olm to talk for awhile and went to meet Pooqi @ inter.
Waited for quite awhile, because she walked from 201 to inter. SIAO IN THIS WEATHER. Then went to sit at inter because I had time to spare. I looked like an idiot. Ok wdv. Waited for olm and went to talk 18. We waited damn long for the bus. Then when we reached inter, we walked to the Chai Chee CC and guess what? NO MORE ROOMS -_- We took a cab down to E!Hub because the movies tix would be cheap hehe. Watched GOGP but I really wanted Hannah Montana. Olm monster you! Ok, olm cried. I controlled my tears because I laughed @ olm when she cried. Cfm she'll laugh @ me if i cry LOL. Went back to TM and walked around. Saw Jason. Waiting for Claudia and Jiahui while they are shopping. Poor boy. :/ HAHAHAH! Went to have Banmian for dinner and I hvn eaten that since NCO! Long anot! Supposed to watch movie with Binny but he couldn't. So cancelled! Homed @ 7+!
They sprayed the cockroach thingy and my floor's all oily and gross. I mopped it but I couldn't wash them off. And I was super pissed. :@ Fuck roaches! Why do they have to exist! :@
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 6:48 PM
AND I STILL NEED TO WAKE UP 7.30am. WL EARLY ANOT. WHERE WILL ENOUGH SLEEP TONIGHT.I cant understand you.
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5:33 PM
So many posts alr! 424 alr! Btw, I read Xueyi's blog and she drank COCKROACH DRINK! EW GROSS. EWEWEW. OH YEAH, she said that I wasn't fat. My shoulders are just broad. Very broad. Went to check out my BMI and my BMI is only... 168cm, 65kg = 23! It's average! Hahah! 56.4kg if I wna be 20. 23 = higher range of average. 20 = lower range! Hehehe or if I'm 60, I'll be elated heheeh!Woke up @ half past 7 because someone texted me. Then after chatting, he went to school so he couldn't chat anymore. Didn't have anything to do so went to meet Yumin and Sandy fr breakfast. Reached @ 10+. Sandy was late. Lol. Bus-ed down to school area and we started having meeting. After awhile, SLs went off and the excos had to stay because Faris wanted to brief us about camp. We kinda gave stupid suggestions again. LOL IT WAS SUPER FUNNY FR SOME.
We then decided to go and buy the things now so Berlyn accompanied me home to take moneh and they went to market. Chilled for awhile because the weather sucked. Then met Yishian and Pooqi under mua block. Lol they alr reach. I acted model out the lift HAHAHA! (Dk why I won't use the stairs! I told myself to use the stairs! Because if the lift's not there, I would definitely take the stairs! I'm just taking advantage of the lift! :@) K anyway, bought currypuff and I love the mutton rectangle thingy! (L)(L) Met them and went to buy the things alr. Aw mua $ :( I have no moneh for dinner tonight, hahaha. Yeah then walked to Zillah's voiddeck and waited fr Faris and co because we dk what floor Zillah living in. Lol. Then they came down and we slacked fr a-long-while.
LOL I JUST KEPT DECREASING MY HP VOLUME BECAUSE THE MUSIC WAS TOO LOUD. THEN THE MUSIC WAS FROM THE COMP LOLOL HAHHA FUNNY. Ok homed @ 5plus! Super tired. I've been waking up damn early these few days since morning! Tomorrow meeting Halisah and Huahua and Fatris. Then going to meet Olm @ 1plus going Ktv. Lol damn budget one the Ktv. Wdv. Going to clean pee soon, fucking lazy.
So pissed now suddenly, about someone. What's with the ON and OFF. Are guys all the same? Fuck. I've still got to wash the clothes, and wdv, wdv. Fuck. ARGHHHHHHHHH. Don't be fucking misleading, fucking jerk. Don't find me if you don't want to. Don't find me only IF YOU WANT TO.
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009, 1:59 PM
Angel's back in SG! (L)(L)Slept @ 4++ because I couldn't sleep. Mumsy's snoring! :@ Super annoying. And it rained heavily @ 6. I woke up to close the windows. Woked up @ 10 again because I had to meet Faris and Xueyi for school. Went to meet Mdm Umi and discussed about the campz. I'm super excited! I think it'll be fun though. MrKhian was listening to LoveStory hahaha cute.
Gna run off to meet Faris, Xueyi and Jasmine for cycling! Update later when I'm back!
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Monday, June 15, 2009, 7:09 PM
=)HUAYANG(= says:*-.-
*then i go for wad sia
*benjamin say he dw go
*he say all gal
*which i tink is true
*LOLS!
kel pang ???? says:
*ask him dont bullshit
=)HUAYANG(= says:
*-.-
*he say he scare tio rape
*LOLS!
*slp at where?
*class room?
*LOLS!
kel pang ???? says:
*yeah
*WHO WaNT TO RAPE HIM -_-
=)HUAYANG(= says:
*lata u rape me
*LOLS!
*slp class rm very weird
*-.-
*my bed so nice slp i dw i go slp floor-.-
kel pang ???? says:
*-_____________________-
*WHO WANT TO RAPE YOU
=)HUAYANG(= says:
*U?
Huayang thinks that I would rape him, for godness sake! Gosh! Woke up by Mdm Umi @ half past 9 while I slept @ 4. I couldnt go back to sleep and Faris called me (ARGH). Went to meet Faris under his block and he was late. Then Xueyi came because the stage was wet. We walked to FP because Xueyi was hungry. Lol. It was very funny discussing the details fr the campz hahaha! Xueyi and Aishah was giving stupid suggestions hahah! Then after awhile Cym and Felice came. Then walked to Xueyi's house.
@ Xueyi's house, was kinda tired because I only had 4-5hours of sleep yo! Faris did his email-ing thing while I just sat there. Went to FP to eat. I didnt eat earlier on ok! Actually supposed to go jogging with Xueyi and Jasmine, but Xueyi forgot tt she had tuition. So, yeah, cancelled. HEHE. I was lazy also. How am I going to lose weight :( I wna catch Drag Me to Hell tml! :@
Btw, I dreamt that Sandy, Xueyi and I was walking under a void deck. Then suddenly we saw a group of gangsters and Sunny! Then I went to walk towards them and I said, "Sunny???" Then it was him! After that R and I were following Xueyi and suddenly she turned and said, "Stop following me you two fucking leeches!!!!" I was shocked! Then R and I was holding many stands. We were walking towards idk where in a carpark then we were fixing the stands. AHAHAHAHA! Ok lame dream!
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2:55 AM
Haven been online since last night. Good girl anot :) Ok, I was just rotting on mua bed watching telly. Hahah! Woke up @ 11 this morning. Stomach cramp fucking hurts. :@ Hate it. And period gives me moodswings too! Annoying. Went to back to sleep till 1. Watched the telly when I woke up. I didn't wna use ze comp. Comp is completely wasting my time nowadays. I rather watch my fave, Telly x33333333 HAHAHAHAH!Around 6, Sis went down to buy dinner. Lol. She kinda took 30minutes because of her tongue-y. Lol it was funny looking @ her eating. Her priceless expression. ROFL VERY FUNNY. Online @ 1+/2 because Idk for what reason. I wanted to show Berlyn this video, then I started chatting online. HAHA! I think I'm gna offline soon. If he knows I'm sleeping so late, think he will scold. Idk what to do tml :/ When it's school days, I want holidays. When it's holiday, I want school days. AND I REALLY MISS BAND! AND MY LOVELY BAND MEMBERS! :D
BAND CAMP 22-24 OVERNIGHT, FUCKING HAPPY MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MISS EVERYONE! *SCREAMS AND RUN AND WAVE FRANTICALLY AHHHHHH~*
You sure you don't mind?
OHOH BTW I DREAMT OF SOMEONE BUT I FORGOT. SHALL ASK OLM LATER, OR RATHER, TML CAUSE I TOLD HER MY DREAM. I've been dreaming about someone/thing every night but I totally forgot about them, all the time! >:@
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Saturday, June 13, 2009, 8:02 PM
Huahua's back in SG, 3pm. He said that Korea was only so-so. Wtf. Rich ass. Kinda miss him because I have noone to disturb :( But he's back! :D Read below only if you're interested. Don't tell him I blogged about him.=)HUAYANG(= says:
*wapian eh wan kill ppl sia-.-
*and the rotater-.-
*...
kel pang ???? says:
*aw you scared what!
=)HUAYANG(= says:
*keep spinning
*i scare my shoe fly away luh-.-
kel pang ???? says:
*LOL
*SO GAY
=)HUAYANG(= says:
*keep seeing the ground and the sky-.-
*where go
*got-.-
*is rlly wad
kel pang ???? says:
*HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
=)HUAYANG(= says:
*if my shoe fly away hw i get bak-.-
kel pang ???? says:
*LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOL
=)HUAYANG(= says:
*behind my idk is wad
*but alot of tress
*lols!
*but fun la
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1:23 AM
Oh, I forgot to post about my dreams. Two nights back-
I dreamt that my sister was freaking selfish because she doesnt wna help me to wash my cup. And a bird kept begging me to do a Facebook for it. When I was sleeping, it kept waking me up. I was super pissed.
Last night-
I dreamt of many many people. Hahah! But I cannot remember now. I can only remember Huahua. I kinda forgot it's contents too! :(
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Friday, June 12, 2009, 11:00 PM
Woke up @ 10 for no good reason and starting tossing on my bed because I couldn't go back to sleep. Watched tv, never online leh! :D Shows tt I'm not a computer addict. Wanted to meet WB and WT fr lunch but WB couldn't so didnt. Sis bought lunchie. Once in a lifetime!Rolled around mua bed till around 3, watched LiaoZai (better not type in chinese, later wrong very paiseh). Love the show to bits Idk why! Went to bathe @ 5 because Sis said tt it was going to rain. She's gna pierce her tongue-y! Tempting me, totally! Bussed down to inter and had Subway. Couldn't finish and I was alr 70% full. We should only eat 50% full only lor! Took 31 to Parkway.
The mall has changed. It's been months since I last went there. Went to Stege and Sis immediately pierced. Without consideration sehhhhhh~ She was scared though. After piercing we left and headed fr Watsons. Couldn't hear what she was mumbering because the guy gave her the numb medicine, plus, it hurt. So I kept 'HUH!?'-ing her till she was pissed. Haha cause I couldn't hear : Wdv. Slept in the bus. Walked home after that. Walking home from the stadium with my sister, the distance felt very long -____-
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Thursday, June 11, 2009, 10:32 PM
JESSICA SANCHEZLOVE HER VOICE!
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9:43 PM
Met Olm @ &-11 because she was late! TOLD HER TO MEET @ BUS STOP @ 2! :@Met her and walked to bus stop. See lahz, late fr what. Make me walk more only. Took the bus and went straight to Bugis. Went to Iluma and it's quite funny. As in the structure and all. The escalator was from ze first to 4/5level. Veryyyy long. Olm even ask me if she should sit because her legs were tired. Lame right she! Walked around and it was super boring...... BTW, I WAS STARVING.
Headed to Bugis Street next to buy food to eat, but Olm kept asking me to go look around fr preety clothes! What kind of friend is this! I was starving! Went to walk around, with me grabbing on my gastrics/stomach because I was reallllly hungry and Olm shellfish. :( My best fwen turned into a shellfish person :'( And anyways, walked around and didn't see any clothes we liked 'cept fr bags. The bags were really pretty like mua. :') Went to Burger King and ate. Was super full and on the way back to Mrt, I felt like puking. What's wrong with me these days :(
Tampines Mall and went Cotton On because Olm wanted to get a shirt. Then I suddenly saw the top which I really wanted and bought them. EVERYWHERE IS ON SALES NOW! :D Ok I'm broke now D: haizzzz. I'm an idiot (those who knows, good fr you :D ) I feel really stupid to put so many lame faces LOL. I like can alr lahhhhz. Hehe who cares. Homed @ 6.15! Good girl leh, so early go home. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
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12:58 PM
Have been watching human singing talents last night! They're really great! Hope I wish I would have their voicey. Woke up @ 11.15am. Early or not! Am forced to go Bugis with Olm. Okie, gna bathe now. Shally updatey tonighty!414
12:03 AM
Woke up @ 8 because someone sms-ed me. Continued my HK drama till 1 and went back to sleep. Woke up @ 3. Watched tv and stayed under my blanky. It was very cold. Didn't get out of the house today. It is an accomplishment! Have been going out fr the past week. :( I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING!Dk if I should meet Olm tml or Berlyn and co tml.
BUT IF I WATCH A MOVIE, I'LL BE POORER THAN NOW!
I've got no more monehhhhz.
Any sponsers? :) I need moneh!
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009, 7:11 PM
It seemed like I've lost my blogging bug.08062009
Went to school in the morning for POA and English. And I kinda pissed Cym off because I was pissed. Too bad :p Everything's alright now. Went home and Olm came my house to surf the net while I rest and prepare. Jasmine came over and passed me the guitar then she went to school. Did nothing then when Jasmine and Faris reached, I left home while Olm went home. Faris then went home then Jasmine and I went to TM to have lunch and meet Cym And Charis. Bought cake and I said I wanted 16candles. 3 of them laughed because usually people would want a big candle and 6small candles. Aiyah forget mahhhh.
Headed over to Xueyi's house and we kinda had fun. Soon after, Yuxuan, Sandy and Faris came. Lol. Charis was so mean! She kept asking Yuxuan to keep quiet because the moment he opens his mouth, we can smell the cigarette. Then aftertt Charis kept asking why isin't he talking. Mean or not you all say! Then Felice and Basyirah came. Lol. Soon after, Xueyi and Berlyn came over. When Berlyn came in, Charis screamed/laughed. Lol. LOL. Luckily that didnt give us out. Xueyi thought it was her maid who screamed.
When Xueyi walked in, Idk why we screamed when we're supposed to shout "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!". And Xueyi cried because she was too touched. I almost cried. Luckily I didnt. She opened her presents first because the cake was hard. Someone mentioned that the straightener was bad. WL! Haha nvm. Hope you'll like it! Cut the cake and ate some. Soon Yx left. Aftertt hung around. Awhile later Berlyn, Faris and Aishah left because they wanted to buy Xueyi's present. Some continued playing mahjong and around 5, some left. Only Jasmine, Xueyi, Charis, Sandy and I was left. We did stupid things. Sandy played the piano and Xueyi danced. LOL it was super funny. Jasmine slept. I was just looking around. Homed @ 7.45!
09062009
Decided to give school a skip because I was veryvery lazy. And tired. Woke up @.... Cant remember. I bathed and prepare, while drying my hair, Chunsiong called and he asked if I wanted to give Cym a surprise. Then I said, "Anything". Then met Cym awhile after because I promised her to accompany her to the post office. Called fr Olm as she's going to the bank too. Yeah, then Olm came when we were in the post office.
Told Olm about the lil surprise. So she agreed to help, but actually she was going to the library. Thanks eh! :D Aftertt I told Cym tt I'll be going to her house after I buy bubbletea, and she shouldnt follow me cause she'll faint. LOL. Bought many things for Cym. Spent more than half my pocket moneh on her. Nice or not me. Went many places to find. Lol. Super gay lahz the present. Hahah full of Doraemon items. Went to Mac and just nice Chunsiong just reached. He came @ 1.40pm. We were kinda supposed to meet @ 1. Wdv. It was kinda weird and awkward to me.
Walked to Cym's house and surprised her. Btw, she saw us from her house. Actually I was quite pissed because I really wanted to give her a surprise. And she should have just kept quiet and act surprised. Wdv. She put cream onto Chunsiong's face and they chased each other with cream. I stood there seeing them run after each other. Aftertt we sat down and ate cake. Soon after, she went to bathe as she was gna meet the e3 people + Jamie. Then Chunsiong and I went to watch the telly. We didn't talk. How pathetic. This outcome sucks. She took about 45minutes to prepare. And she wore a dress. I umchioed because it looked like those kind of bbq black plastic bag. Those huge huge ones. LOL. :X Waited for Jamie and he left. Jamie took a long time. Cabbed to inter then homed. Went to NTUC w/ Mumsy as she wanted to get things. Btw, Cym's party sucked, to me.
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Sunday, June 7, 2009, 10:31 PM
Woke up @ half past 8 because my alarm rang. Damned! Chun went back to sleep and Ze said that he couldn't. Made me wake up so early. What on Earth. Watched my Hongkong dramas from 9-2. Rofl. Momo came and bought donuts and waffle :D I love donuts. The soft soft feeeling inside da bread.Went to meet Cym @ around 5. Went to buy her mum's dinner w her and bought my heliumy heartshape-d balloon. Miss 07122008 :( Talked alot and played with heliuuuuum. Fun! Cym laosy!
Bus-ed home and went to buy dinner for mumsy. Haha! Am I a filial daughter or what :D
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Saturday, June 6, 2009, 7:26 PM
I AM FUCKING PISSED NOW BECAUSE I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS UNDONE! HOUSECHORES, HOMEWORKS, THIS AND THAT. I HAVE TO BUY SOFTENER FROM DOWNSTAIRS WHICH MY FUCKING SISTER DOESNT WANT TO BUY IT AS SHE'S GOING DOWNSTAIRS TO BUY DINNER. ISIN'T IT FUCKING ON THE WAY? FUCKING IDIOT. CAN'T MUMMY GIVE HER THE MONEY TO BUY IT? MUST IT BE ME? JUST BECAUSE I SUCKS IN STUDIES I MUST BE A MAID TO THE HOUSE?! FUCK. I AM REALLY CONTROLLING MYSELF EVERYDAY, BEING STRESS/SAD/PISSED ISIN'T GOOD FOR ME. I HATE THIS NOW. HOMEWORK, GIVING ME STRESS. I FUCKING HATE STUDYING THOUGH I REALLY HAVE TO. IT SUCKS. AND STRESSING ME TO STUDY MAKES ME ANNOYED. I HATE STUDYING. HOW I WISH IT WAS ME WHO FOUND OSAMA OR SOMETHING. SO I DONT HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE. :@ BAND, GIVING ME STRESS TOO. IDK WHAT TO DO AND I THINK I AM NOT THE RIGHT CHOICE BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS AFRAID TO DO THE WRONG THINGS. AND IT SEEMS LIKE NOONE IS HELPING ME. LIKE THERE SHOULD BE MANY PEOPLE HELPING ME BUT HOW COME I TOTALLY FEEL TT NOONE IS HELPING ME! MAYBE WE NEED A SEROUS TALK. I KNOW ITS ONLY 2 MONTHS BUT 2MONTHS IS ALOT. ISINT TT ENOUGH TIME FOR EVERYONE? IF I CAN ADAPT, WHY CANT YOU GUY ADAPT? PLZ, I NEED SOME HELP. I MEAN ALOT OF HELP. I CANNOT DO THIS ALL ALONE. AND I STILL DK WHY I CANNOT FORGET YOU WHEN IM SUPPOSE TO! YOU'RE LIKE IN MY HEAD, STUCK! I AM SUPPOSED TO FORGET YOU! LIKE OMG, 2WEEKS ALR! 22052009 FOREVER IN MY HEAD. OMG. WHY AM I AN IDIOT! YOU'RE LIKE AVOIDING ME FOR IDK WTF. THEN NOW IM LIKE WORRYING THIS AND THAT. WHY AM I WORRYING ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OF ME? DONT LIKE MEANS DONT LIKE RIGHT KELPANG! ARE YOU AN IDIOT! WAKE UP KEL! HE DOESNT LIKE YOU BOTHERING HIM! CMON LA KELLLLLL!YOU SEE! YOU ALL UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW? YOU SEE HOW STRESS OR ANGRY OR ANNOYED OR PISSED I AM ANOT!
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6:38 PM
如果你是男的，以我的性格和外表。你会喜欢我吗？我都不会喜欢我自己。所以不能怪你。
After what Olm said, 我现在有点开窍了。Yeah, btw, she said that I am somewhat attractive. True or true? Ok I'm just kidding. I still don't like myself. :( Been watching HK drama when I woke up. 2pm-6.30pm. My body veli nua alr now hahaha. Needa buy softener. Why always me? Jac cannot go ah, -_- chibaiz. I hate doing all these things. Irritating.
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Friday, June 5, 2009, 11:03 PM
Was late because....1- I forgot to take spare coins so I could take the bus, so I went home.
2- Ng forgot to take her wallet, and she only realised when she reached the bus stop. So she went home, and then walked to the busstop.
3- The bus was slow.
Went to watch Monsters VS Aliens and we reached on the dotz. Hehe, saw Soh. I swear I was laughing my head off within 15minutes. And I was the only one laughing. -_-HAHAH BUT IT WAS REALLY FUNNY! The Buggy died and that part was so sad T.T I didn't cry though. Aint so guniang *gek muscles*. Went home straight after tt. Ng burped when we reached the park then I made the burping sound. IT WAS SO FUNNY. It totally sounded like the burping sound but Ng said it was the vomiting sound.
We then saw many cyclists when we reached the park. (Ah, common). Then I started to think what are "cycling people" called. Then I was like saying, "bicyclelist, bikist". When we walked further, we saw another group of cyclists. Then Ng was guessing too. She went like, "bicycleist, biklist". Then I suddenly remembered and said, "CYCLIST LA IDIOT!" Lol, it was so funny! :D Homed @ 11!
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5:15 PM
Jac's home and she just bought Veet. And I'm gna try it. AHHHHHH IM JUST BE HAIRLESS.KIDDING.
But she really bought Veet.
Ok, went to breakfast today and Olm and I was late for POA. Went to pass Sims to Khoo and walked around the school because the stair's shutter was locked. Wtf. :@ Poa, MrKhian seems to be in a bad mood, but to say, our class was noisy.
People pontang-ed Math, for Idk wth for. :@ We learnt new things too! Hehehe can't wait for school to open, THEN THERE WILL BE MATH LESSONS AND MORE BAND PRACTICES! Yeah! Gna catch a movie later with Ng. Hehehe! Monsters VS Aliens. Hope my moneh won't go to a waste!
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Thursday, June 4, 2009, 6:55 PM
I am currently having this lonely feeling now, which sucks so much. Idk why I am having this feeling. It just feels like I have nobody now. Nobody. I always feel that noone is by my side. My heart hurts. I rarely have this feeling. But why, why now? Damn, I hate this. I suck. I still miss you. Why can't I forget you? Screw it.Nat,
I know how you feel. Everything's just down, right? It sucks. Totally. I doubt you will read this but typing this makes me feel better. I know how you felt. I know how heartbreaking it is. I know it. It happened to me. If I can be living in reality, so can you. I know it hurts. Like totally. Your heart can really feel the pain. Yeah, I felt it too. This is just raw and fresh, and it's so happening. Patience ok? We'll wait together.
I hate this now, like right now. I hate myself. Or am I just thinking too much? Life sucks right now. ARGH I'm pissed off. Feeling so annoyed and upset and irritated and angry and wdv you name. Gosh. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TYPING CANT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER! Shit this.
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1:12 AM
I miss you...... But yeah, I miss you.405
12:25 AM
I woke up super late and Olm told me to go school. When I was wearing my shoes, she told me that not many people are going. So I took my own sweet time as we weren't attending it. Met her and Cym outside school gate. Tried to pyscho people not to go for supplementary. Saw Berlyn. Btw, we were standing in the rain. In the end, they still went. I was cursing Olm because I really didn't wna go for it. Reallllllllly boring I swear.Went to buy food then went to class. Settled down and super reluctant to do work :@ Didn't want to go what! Plus I didnt had enough sleep. Yeah. JINLIN WAS EATING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE LESSON LA PLZ. Olm kept laughing @ me, funny isit! She said that I was slow because she wented to copy, then I purposely kept covering. You have to be there to feel the funniness. HAHAHAH! After school, went to eat @ Pastamania. Me, trying very hard to save money, is not going to eat because I AM SAVING MONEY. I ate potato salad and claw chowder. Uh ~.~ Kaiwen ate alot -.- Went to walk around and sent Kaiwen to school. Rofl. We alighted @ side gate bus stop and we walked him to front gate. Me, being such a nice friend, obviously have to laaaah :)
Aftertt, Olm and I walked to Macdonald and hang around. Nothing to do what. After that we decided to go under my block because we had nothing to do. Lol. Chat over.... Idk what and yeah. homed @ 4!
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 9:13 PM
Hahaha wanted to post a video. But didnt want to again cause it's freaking embarrassing! :( I miss BoSeng and Eltonnnnn! ELTONACIAL! Elton always bully me :@ Always "WOAHHHHH" me. Then I kena so many times. :( Bully only. MISS HIM ALOT THOUGH :( He was like a father to us.
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6:54 PM
Went to meet Charis and Cym at the bus stop. Cabbed there. Wl, the weather totally sucked. Waited fr like...... 10minutes? Hahah slow poks! Still act say they tried their best to walk faster. PLEASE! Went to Charis's house and I swear that her house was freaking chalet. Totally chalet-ly. Preeety! Next time my house shall look like a resort! :D It was very funny in her house. We were all laugh. And.... secret, HAHA GROSS LA CHARISSSSS.Cabbed to Eastpoint as Cym wanted to send her phone for repair. After sending it, we went to the sushi shop @ level 1 and we saw R & Y. It was funny because we felt weird. Then we went to DailyFresh and Charis wanted to eat it. It was so tempting! And I still ate it in the end. Yeah wdv. Homed @ 6!
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1:16 AM
I regretted liking you, nothing to do with you.It's just that we're not friends now.
Everyone's the same.
After a deep friendship (girl and guy),
or a r/s,
they'll tend to stay away from each other.
Somehow..... that's what I feel.
I tried, being friends.
But it seems that you doesnt want to.
I still miss you.
Why can't we be like the way before?
I suck.
While watching the Channel 8 show last night, which started at half past 11, when the ghost was gna leave, I cried. Very hardly. I felt so sad. I was so down. I felt like I've just lost something. No, someone. My heart just ached so painfully.
p/s: Last post here, gna change link tomorrow. Or probably privating it.
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12:32 AM
So far......Resolutions-
1- Become smarter
2- Not to defy teachers
3- Not to doze off during lessons
4- Play the sax btr
5- Must be strict to band
6- Cannot joke around to band when being serious
7- Make more friends
8- Calm dowm easily when pissed
9- A btr friend to everyone
Wishes-
9- Class peace
10- More people in saxtion
11- Good handphone
12- More friends
13- Be a good BM
None came true.
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Monday, June 1, 2009, 9:56 PM
今天姐姐是个发可。ROFL 她是神经病。 恶心的丑三八。今天，华华毁约。他说他要玩他的游戏。幼子不幼子！那我和敏敏也没看了。我在家里用电脑。好无聊哦！Hm。。。 我刚才也是很忙。应为要赶工。Band 有很多东西要做。而Yishian又不在家。我只好自己一个人做。打给了十多个人，问他们有没有空去那个课程。有一些又听电话，有一些没有。真失望。我对有听电话的人感到开心！应为他们能学到很多东西！课程是一身中的唯一一次！我也有去哦！
8点多，我和Berlyn约好了在Faris家的楼下见面。可是，她迟到了。所以我在交通灯等她。我们走去Nihon Mura吃晚餐。我选择了他们的三文鱼饭。我不喜欢，应为他的饭很硬。可是，鱼还不错嘛！我花了。。。 15块。还满好的。不会说很贵。可是，我浪费了我的饭。Hehe。差不多9点半，我们就回了。我好饱！！！！！！
明天可能跟敏敏看电影。可是，两个人好怪哦。我们两个又不是很要好的朋友。哈哈！哦，我的宝贝的照片登在报子上！Hehe！我的宝贝和她的朋友。虽然报子的大字标题是《学生们现在很会花钱》哈哈！可是她不是这种人！好的！Blog到这里维持。再见了！
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11:51 AM
Woke up @ 6, for Idk what reasons. The aircon was so cold that my nose was numb. Haha! Fell asleep after awhile. I DREAMT THAT I BECAME A LESBIAN WITH KHARIYANI. Omg. It was very scary. Btw, I dreamt of MrTong and Chun last last night. Hahaha! I cried in my dream, don't ask me why hahahaha. I'm weak. Wdv.Woke up @ half past 9, got ready and met MdmUmi in school. Chatted awhile and went to the market to buy breakfast for Mumsy and me! Am I a good daughter or what! I was whining/complaining to Olm about the weather. Because it's totally killing me! Today : 34degrees. Damnit.
Going to meet 华华 later. And CYM, and maybe
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