Friends are the love of my life.

Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare.
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.

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Sunday, September 20, 2009, 5:20 PM

This post goes to everyone who is reading it especially the ones whom you always backstab your friends.

Why does friends backstab one another? Can you really call yourself 'his/her friend'? What i the definition of friend? A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. How can you be trusted towards your friend if you backstab him or her? How can your friend believe you again if he or she knows that you're backstabbing him or her? Where is the trust between the both of you? I know friends who backstab one another, behind their backs. I kinda pity them and feel that they are pretty annoying because why do they have to act as friends in front but yet, at the back, they backstab one another. How pathetic is that?

Sometimes I feel that human is evil by nature. But, we can still change. Why must people backstab their friends! I thought they were friends but actually they weren't. They were just acting like friends but bitching about them behind their backs. Complaining and bitching non-stop! Ah why do you people have to be like this! These bitching/backstabbing made me change my point of view towards you people. I'm sorry but I feel that you're just a bunch of bitches. Backstabbing your 'friends'. You'll never know if you're being backstabbed too. Bitches. Hypocrites. Two-sided freaks.

507

4:32 PM

MEMORIES.

506

1:24 AM

Went shopping in ze afternoon w OLM and Mahjong @ Jian's house after that!

505

Saturday, September 19, 2009, 2:02 AM

Have not been updating my blog since long.
"If there's such things as chances, who's gna give me one?"
Shall try to sleep soon, though I have slept from 7 to 12.30! 5.5hours!

504

Sunday, September 13, 2009, 10:11 PM

I feel like...
1. Buying oven / pans / cooking tools
2. Going out now
3. Eating ice cream
4. Watching all the movies including NC16/M18/R21 (and no I'm not a perv)
5. Shopping
6. Saving money
7. Kbox
8. Zoo
9. Having long hair

Ok this 9 is under "I feel like..."

503

7:29 PM

Met Ken, Wj and Jc on Friday's night, 12.30am. Hm or is it Saturday's morning? They were drunk. All talking nonsense la. I bet they didn't even know what they were talking about. Dinosaur = Godzilla. Hilarious!

Went to meet Cedric under my house. Headed to TM's Pastamania for lunch. Told Ced that K was my boyf. He laughed and said, "Yeah~ Yeah HAHAHAHHA (and continue amchio-ing)." PHAIL! Walked home alone and decided to sit and think about random stuff @ the sheltered area beside the inline skate court. Saw Samson skating. Hm then Jinlin texted me asking if I would like to play Pool. So I asked what time and who then he told me to call Jh. Met her near the sheltered playground. Walked over to Safra. It's damn bloody far. Met Jinlin and wait for Haoxuan to come. Went up to ask about the table and booked 1 then wait for Jian outside. Er Jian came then we headed to Bowling place. Chilled and chat then we left for Pool. Played a few rounds then went off as Jh needs to be home. But instead, we went to her house to play Mahjong while Hx went home. Left @ 2plusplus. (I'm really sorry, I know you don't like me to be home late, I really am.)

Today, woke up @ 12 and watched tv, slept @ 3plus again. Woke up @ 4plus again because I had a nightmare. I dreamt that I was kidnapped by Ms Arnita. And idk why I got shot in the end. Bathed and went to Prime to get my ingredients for my Spaghetti. Ok fuck it shall not talk about it cause I bought all the ingredients and it tasted yucky :@ I cooked it yet I still have to wash the tools used! &&&& I'm saving money to buy pans and oven and baking tools or wdv tool needed for cooking. Teehee. Ok I took 1 hour to type this.

502

Friday, September 11, 2009, 3:33 AM

Hmm went to band and homed after band.

Going to Xueyi's house tml for pasta cooking! Excited! Sounds yummy!

501

Wednesday, September 9, 2009, 12:19 AM

Why am I always the nice one?

Olm, Chun, Ze, Jia and Yu came to surprise me. I was little pissed because I wanted to sleep. They played Mahjong while I used the comp. Started chatting @ 6.30. They left @ 7 and Mum came home @ half past with my dinner. Watched the telly awhile and went into the room to sleep. Woke up by KOKE's message. Changed hurriedly and left for TM. Walked to a busstop and took 293 to Mac. 2stops only. HAHA. Settled down and I told him I wasn't eating. He insisted that I cheated him to eating supper. Lol I told him, "eh let's eat supper!" haha end up I didn't eat because I didnt feel like. Armpit hair. HAHA. Hmmmm WenJun came after that. Their conversations are damnnnnnn funny. LOL. CGL. KOKE doesn't know what's that. Dumb hor. Talked about piercings. He's getting one soon! ^.^ I wna get one too :( Hmm headed home @ 1130.

500

Tuesday, September 8, 2009, 4:27 PM

Is my birthday going to end like this? Fucking pathetic. I thought it was going to be different.

499

1:27 AM

Have you ever felt like you were being misled into liking someone who does not like you, thinking that he/she likes you?

School and only went for POA and Math. Skipped Chem. Went to KFC for lunch then T1 to get what Jamie wna buy. Tm and homed!

Met Xueyi and Jasmine outside my house because I was late and they surprised me w a durian fudge cake. Those rectangular ones haha. They even put candles on them. How sweet. They gave me my pressie and I love it. They knew I needed a wallet somehow...... ^.^ 心有灵犀一点通. HOT PINK HAHA JEALOUS NOT JAMIEK! Hm then went to hang arnd in Mac and they were studying. Did not study because I did not bring anything. Hm met Peng @ Mac's toilet and took bus to inter. Went straight to T1 and done w muaiiiii pedi. Lurvbbesxz it. Peng was super CHORLOR. Tak boleh tahan. Hahaha! The manicurist had to erase her nail polish and redo it thrice. HAHA. Laozy la Peng.

Then went to CS and got tickets for "The Time Traveler's Wife". Then went to have dinner and since we had an hour to go, we went to TM basement. NTUC > Watsons. We were @ Watsons for like damn long and it was alr 9.20 and I didnt know till Kaen said, "yah lah 920 alr what". Then I was super shocked HAHAH. Too excited seeing cosmetics in Watsons. The show is highly recommended! The ending was kinda sad. :( Ok go watch it yourself. Didn't know where to go after that. Airport, but it was damn far. So we went to park instead, otw to park we decided to go to Mac. HAHA. Sat for awhile and then left. Prime > Youghurt > Home sweet home!

498

Monday, September 7, 2009, 2:39 AM

Met Jinlin and Kaiwen @ arnd 4 and obviously I was late again. Ooops. Ate Doublecheese Burger and didnt want pickles so KW put cabbage inside. Ate strawberry sundae w super much strawberry slices inside. Nice anot ^.^ Hm left and bussed to TM. Study what? LOL only 3Q of physics HAHA. Hm went arcade w JL as KW went home to change. Saw Rach and CO. Hm then KW came and we went to check timing. Went to CS and arcade again. It was damn funny. HAHAHA. Thn to ticketing booth. Then decide for damn long leh. Dk which show to watch. In the end decided on The Proposal. Hmm not bad. JL is damn annoying lor. :@ Hk leg. Met Kaen after movie and he walked me home. Hang arnd under voiddeck and homed @ 12+. Didnt wna go home but was forced to so I didnt have a choice. Sorry for the crappy post.

So I guess birthdays are like just like a typical day afterall .

497

12:36 AM

Happy birthday to me.

496

Sunday, September 6, 2009, 1:41 AM

Met Greg @ TM because I cabbed there though I was late. In the end he was late k! Went to the Open Plaza aircon place and chilled there. Chat kinda many things. Hm... then went to....

CS > Cinema booth > Arcade > TM > Phin's (to sit) > Kaen > CS > Buy ticket > First floor > Buy drink > Theatre > Walk home > Lift > Toilet > Comp

Ok guess that summarizes my whole thing.

495

Saturday, September 5, 2009, 7:23 PM

Wooo I slept @ 6.30pm last night. Woke up @ 11.30 and slept @ 12+ again. Pig or what? Hahaha.
Woke up @ 9 today. Watched tv awhile, morning called Kaen then watch Doraemon and tv again.
Bathed @ 10 and late again, ooooops.
Walked to CC and started. Hmmmmm hardworking? :D
Hehe. Helped E6 to paint their nails (HAD FUN!)
Then their teacher not happy so I nvr help them alr.
Went back to E5 stall and helped.
Walked arnd asking ppl to buy. GOT HIGHHHHHHH!
HADDDDDDDD FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!
DAMNNNNN FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!
Went to Mac after the thing end and saw Xueyi and Jasmine studying.
Sat down awhile cause v tired. Homed after that!
Gna meet Greg for G-Force laaaata.

494

Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 5:05 PM

50questions.

How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
5. No stress and simple minded.

Which is worse, failing or never trying?
Never trying. Who knows I might pass.

If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
Because we dont have a choice.

When it's all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
Yes.

What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
Equality.

If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
Not sure.

Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
None. I'm doing nothing.

If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
Finding my love ones. Enjoying life.

To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
???

Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
Doing things right.

You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
Debate and tell them how your friend is like.

If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
Treasure life.

Would you break the law to save a loved one?
Yes yes yes, would even die for them.

Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
Yes.

What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
Wasting my life away not doing anything.

How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
Because everyone is different.

What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
Studying, lazy.

Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
Yes........ I think I am.

If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
America, they speak good English.

Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
No and no.

Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
Joyful simpleton. I hate to worry.

Why are you, you?
Because I am me, the special me.

Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
No.

Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
A good friend moves away. We'll still be in contact.

What are you most grateful for?
Not sure.

Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
Lose my old memo.

Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?
Yes.

Has your greatest fear ever come true?
No.

Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset? Does it really matter now?
Primary5..... Hm..... Being 2nd last in class. No.

What is your happiest childhood memory? What makes it so special?
None.

At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
Friends. Close friends.

If not now, then when?
When?

If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
The effort I've spent.

Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
No.

Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
Because love causes problems.

Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
No.

If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
Yes definitely.

Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
More work I enjoy doing. Because it'll never be enough.

Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
More than a 100.

When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
Not sure.

If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
Everyone.

What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
Being alive means living. But truly living means living fully.

When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
From the start.

If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
Because we have learnt from it.

What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
Nothing.

When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
Long ago.

What do you love? Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
Most things. No.

In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday? What about the day before that? Or the day before that?
Yes.

Decisions are being made right now. The question is:
Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
Making decisions for myself.

493

4:29 PM

Inner Beauty VS Outer Beauty

"When we hear the word beauty the first thing that comes into your mind is one person’s physical appearance, particularly the face. We often overlook one of the most important aspects of an individual which is one’s inner beauty.

But what is inner beauty? Let us define the two words first. Inner is defined as situated farther inside; deeper; relating to the mind or spirit. And beauty is defined as a quality or a combination of qualities that delights the senses or appeals to the mind.
We can now define inner beauty as beauty situated farther inside the mind or spirit.
In this world today, most people are shallow and oftentimes overlook one person’s inner beauty. Inner beauty radiates outside. And can make a not-so-pretty or not-so-good looking person into a beautiful individual, physically. Inner beauty can be composed of the following delighting qualities: positive disposition or outlook in life, kindness, sensitivity, tenderness or compassion, creativity and intelligence.

We have mentioned people being shallow earlier, because most species use physical traits to attract mates or partners. But some people claim that they solely rely on one person’s inner beauty. Some people say that it can’t be just physical traits all the time. Though it’s still and can be important to some people. Because in searching for a lifetime partner, inner beauty is essential. "
- http://successfulselfimprovement.com/lifestyle/inner_beauty.html

492

4:23 PM

Went back to PCS yesterday and kinda had fun. Because I just had fun. Went to TM with Axel and Eve.

Cab > Cs > Tm > Yoshinoya > Ntuc > Lan

Saw Binny and Kaen in lan shop. Hmm..... Played Dota but Idk how to VS comp. So played Cs. Engrossed w ze game. Ohyeah, Joy met us @ Tm so we went lan tgt. Then @ lan, Din came. Homed @ 6.

Today,
woke up > tv > comp.
Gna study Math later!

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