Friends are the love of my life.

Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare.
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.

411

Saturday, June 6, 2009, 7:26 PM

I AM FUCKING PISSED NOW BECAUSE I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS UNDONE! HOUSECHORES, HOMEWORKS, THIS AND THAT. I HAVE TO BUY SOFTENER FROM DOWNSTAIRS WHICH MY FUCKING SISTER DOESNT WANT TO BUY IT AS SHE'S GOING DOWNSTAIRS TO BUY DINNER. ISIN'T IT FUCKING ON THE WAY? FUCKING IDIOT. CAN'T MUMMY GIVE HER THE MONEY TO BUY IT? MUST IT BE ME? JUST BECAUSE I SUCKS IN STUDIES I MUST BE A MAID TO THE HOUSE?! FUCK. I AM REALLY CONTROLLING MYSELF EVERYDAY, BEING STRESS/SAD/PISSED ISIN'T GOOD FOR ME. I HATE THIS NOW. HOMEWORK, GIVING ME STRESS. I FUCKING HATE STUDYING THOUGH I REALLY HAVE TO. IT SUCKS. AND STRESSING ME TO STUDY MAKES ME ANNOYED. I HATE STUDYING. HOW I WISH IT WAS ME WHO FOUND OSAMA OR SOMETHING. SO I DONT HAVE TO STUDY ANYMORE. :@ BAND, GIVING ME STRESS TOO. IDK WHAT TO DO AND I THINK I AM NOT THE RIGHT CHOICE BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS AFRAID TO DO THE WRONG THINGS. AND IT SEEMS LIKE NOONE IS HELPING ME. LIKE THERE SHOULD BE MANY PEOPLE HELPING ME BUT HOW COME I TOTALLY FEEL TT NOONE IS HELPING ME! MAYBE WE NEED A SEROUS TALK. I KNOW ITS ONLY 2 MONTHS BUT 2MONTHS IS ALOT. ISINT TT ENOUGH TIME FOR EVERYONE? IF I CAN ADAPT, WHY CANT YOU GUY ADAPT? PLZ, I NEED SOME HELP. I MEAN ALOT OF HELP. I CANNOT DO THIS ALL ALONE. AND I STILL DK WHY I CANNOT FORGET YOU WHEN IM SUPPOSE TO! YOU'RE LIKE IN MY HEAD, STUCK! I AM SUPPOSED TO FORGET YOU! LIKE OMG, 2WEEKS ALR! 22052009 FOREVER IN MY HEAD. OMG. WHY AM I AN IDIOT! YOU'RE LIKE AVOIDING ME FOR IDK WTF. THEN NOW IM LIKE WORRYING THIS AND THAT. WHY AM I WORRYING ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OF ME? DONT LIKE MEANS DONT LIKE RIGHT KELPANG! ARE YOU AN IDIOT! WAKE UP KEL! HE DOESNT LIKE YOU BOTHERING HIM! CMON LA KELLLLLL!

YOU SEE! YOU ALL UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW? YOU SEE HOW STRESS OR ANGRY OR ANNOYED OR PISSED I AM ANOT!

Profile

Kel P, 7Sept

Links

Layout: vehemency

Tagboard