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Monday, August 3, 2009, 9:02 PM
I'm just dreaming of the usual things every night.Studies, Mr Tong, Mdm Umi, Ms Arnita, Dad, band. Am I afraid or what? I feel like I'm under pressure. I'm afraid of studies. I'm afraid of Mdm Umi and Mr Tong. I'm afraid that the band might fall. I'm afraid. I'm just afraid. But, what am I really afraid of? I dreamt that MrT and MdmU scolded me for not doing a good job in being a Band Major. I dreamt that Ms Arnita and Dad came knocking on my door, asking why am I failing all my subjects. What, am I afraid of? Studies. Band. Studies. Band. Studies. Band. These two kept ringing in my head. I can't seem to get them out of my head. Yet I can tell noone about it. I hide my feelings in me. Myself. But yet, idk who I can share them with. I can only tell people about my friends, family, but have I told anyone about my true problems? Problems that are really bugging me all day and night. It seems like I can trust no one with my feelings, my problems. It's hidden in me which I can seem to tell no one. My burden. It's not really counted as a burden. It's more of a responsibility. My responsibility. Am I just being too stress? Or am I giving myself too much stress for me to bear? Band, studies, band, studies, band, studies, band, studies, band, studies, band, studies, band, studies, band, studies, band, studies, band, studies. |
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